(A tweet I was filling out as a thread last night, 6/9/18)
‘I am CONSTANTLY getting frustrated with myself with not uploading any blog entries, or at least any short stories I think up. I think being lax since unemployment did that to me; to that, -1 to my previous employer.
‘But to sorta counter that fact is the fact that I actually Have stuff typed up. But imo (and a bit of perfectionist mentality), they aren’t ready for the limelight. Maybe it’s because I’m being a bit too personal, or I just like to be too detailed…but it’s killing me.
‘Idk if this can be remedied by working again, kicking my lazy gaming ass into gear, or just waiting until I feel up-to blogging again. It’s crazy cause in high school & some years after, I was churning out entries left & right, all entries being, IMO, mediocre at best.
‘(Blog was since deleted btw). But nowadays…I’m sorta just sitting here – or standing – typing up a storm then I just…Stop. Oftentimes, to look up a word or link something or put a picture in place. But it then lead to a block, and I put the entry away for later editing.
‘And I really don’t know why that is. I make SOOOO so so much progress within an hour or two, only to have that progress sitting for what feels like eternity, before I either decide to retread old posts, or just begin a new one altogether.
‘It’s an endless cycle that gets annoying after awhile. I won’t go across how many posts I currently have sitting in limbo, but…let’s just say that a majority of posts dealt with my adventures of working at a candy factory. I started in April last year, and fired in January…
‘Idk if there is a certain Some thing I can do to….get out of this stump, but I feel like Any thing is worth trying at this point.
I am a writer & I’d love to get these ideas out of my head. At the same time, I’d like to rant about life’s happening on the side.’